The past 2 months or so.

Sorry for the blog draught, I was merely distracted.

Many have happened, many have changed since the last time I wrote, I was pretty amazed by my last entry when I reread it that day. I suppose when you're feeling it, nothing can stop you.
Throughout this semester, I feel something is missing in my life, like something just isnt quite right. What have brought to this I have no idea. I'm just as clueless as you.

Extending another semester in USM now seems like a good decision, in a way I might be able to avoid the economy downturn, and its also an excuse for me not to face the cruel reality so soon.
Its a really scary feeling when you know once your time as a student is up, everything changes. Every single freaking thing changes. Its also a sign that you need to grow up, whether you like it or not. To be frank, I'm pretty happy I have the perfect excuse to avoid doing just that. I'm not going to give you that "I want to better equip myself" kind of shit. I'm just plainly don't know where to fit in in the society and that freaks me out, a lot. I bet all soon-to-be graduates are feeling the same way as I do, Lost. Where to go, what to do next...all those never ending questions pending to be answered. Unfortunately, those questions are without interesting answers.

Anyways, these 2 months have been interesting in way. I spent a weekend and Valentine's day visiting Prince of Songkhla University in Hatyai so now I know how to say I Love You and count from 1 to 10 in Thai with perfection. Then it was my birthday and am I glad that I was not sick again on that day! It would be really sad if tragic of last year reoccur. Didn't celebrate much though but its ok since I don't really celebrate birthdays anyway. Then there is visiting students from Nihon Fukushi University for 2 weeks, visited Sony EMC with them the other day and got a huge seamless mouse as a souvenir! how cute....then there was yesterday, the ever so full of dramas cultural fiesta 09, despite all the pre-show dramas, the event turned out to be a hit. The hall of 500 capacity was so full that lots of people had to sit or stand on the stairs and walkways.
In between all those happenings were filled by assignments and midterms and classes and dramas. How boring would it be if there aint any drama to spice up your life, right?
hehe.