Destiny

Do you believe in destiny?
That we have our own destiny to fulfill,
that everything happen for a reason;
every decision you make, every path you take,
is it meant to be?

I have no answer to all the questions but I do know this,
I am grateful of who I am and where I am right now.
I wouldnt change what I've been through,
They help me grow and brought me to where I am now.
I havent seen the best, I havent been through the worst.
Life has been quite easy on me. Life has been a blessing.

Some people will keep wondering what would have happened if they choose a different path instead of the one they chose, til they forget to live the life they have infront of them.
I will never know how my life would ever be if I have chose to go to a private college instead of the government own pre-U.
What made me chose Matriks rather than TARC, I don't know but I don't regret it.
Though there were ups and downs, but I get to meet great people throughout the prosses, I got my besties here with me, I'd been to Japan with expenses paid, going to Canada on a scholarship, finishing my degree, having the time of my life!

Now, I believe that I can have whatever I want in my life,
whatever that I REALLY WANT!! I can get it.
One way or another, I will have it.
Of course there will be obstacles along the way,
I will grow along the way,
stronger, faster and smarter to fulfill what destiny has install for me.
(of course, I have to find out what I want 1st..hehehe)

cheers my friend,
to all of you and to life!

SATC the Movie

12am in the morning, just came back from "Sex and the City: The Movie" not very long ago.
Love it!!

If you're a big fan of the SATC show, then you'll love the movie. Its like the show finally has a proper ending to it. Don't you just dying to know how things will be between Big and Carrie?
Like the show, the movie is about relationships, love and most of all, Friendship. How four women maintain such close relationship for over 20 years and be there for each other when they need their friends the most, through good and bad times. It's so sweet and touching..
Oh...can't forget about the fashion in the movie! urgh...the designers labels! The shoes!!The clothes!! ah...
The movie is all about love and labels, fascinating and fabulous~
I'm so going to watch all the 6 seasons of the show again!!!!!



Oopps...seems like I got too excited, haven't I?
hehehehe....excuse me about that.
Back to my current life:
I have dropped most of my courses, hopefully I'll get to see Prof Amir tomorrow to drop my macroeconomy class and get my dean's signature then my task is complete.
After this, I'll check out of my hostel hopefully by the end of next week.
Life's kinda boring without classes to attend, (don't hate me, I know its very kiam pak to say so~)





p/s: Vince left for KL this evening, will see him again in a month's time.Shall see if he actually is getting any thinner like he said he will. hehehehe...

Visa done!!

Just came back from a KL adventure trip couple hours ago.

Went down there to apply for my Canada visa along with Joyce.

We got to tumpang bus and accommodation to KL since International Office had a trip down there for the dance audition by some exchange students for the coming International Friendly in Aug. ^^Y

I was very lucky to have Joyce along with me cause I dunno shit about KL,

she'd been working there for over a month and therefore is quite familiar with the routes in KL.

We didn't got lost !!(which is a very rare situation but somehow we managed)

Lolxx..

Although we had to get up very early in the morning and wait for more than half and hour for that stupid KL rapid bus to the nearest LRT station.

I geniusly left my UBC acceptance letter in the hotel room and my photos did not match the photo specifications of the High Commission of Canada while having the visa officer kept telling me to come back some other day. Plus we printed the wrong application form(It turned out that we were supposed to apply for temporary resident visa rather than student visa) and had paid for the wrong amount of bank draft which we had to quickly run to the nearest bank we can find to redo our bank draft. We managed to get our visa done!!! phew~~~~~talk about complications ey.

I'll be droping my courses starting next Monday(can't wait to drop all of them except French) and start my preparation for Canada.

Lots to do before we can leave for Canada, Joyce and I even had a president,vice president meeting til 2 in the morning las nite. Lots to do!!!!!

Joyce working hard to eat noodles with fork and knife at Kim Gary's

p/s: I still dislike my roommate so very much.

Urgh-Part II

I'm suffering from anxiety a bit since I got my bitchy roommate.
I loathed being in the same room with her.
I hate the thought of sharing a room with her.
I never hate anyone that much before in my short 21 years of life.

Suffering...

Haven't been able to sleep well since the past few days put me on the brink of tears all the time.
I feel like my world is dying...
what the freaking is wrong with me??!!!
Fuck it.

I'm miserable and constantly in bad mood
I have no idea how long will this feeling last.
I hate it but it wont go away,
I tried but I just cant seem to shake it off.
I'm really in deep shit now.
Deep shit!

What have I done to deserve such treatment?
I tried hard thinking back,
"Have I been bad?"
"Have I done something that I wasn't suppose to?",
why is this happening to me??

I'm still miserable.
URGH

URGH

URGH!!!!

I'm suppose to update the events for the past 2 weeks but today is just pityful!!
I got into a big fight with my new roommate who turns out to be a 1st year management student. She's a typical chinese ed. with no common sense and no respect for others.AND she's a WEIRDO. She cant sleep with lights off!! and I cant sleep with lights on. I don't even wanna talk about how our 1st meeting was. Disastrous. Just ask Joyce if you really want to know.
My life is officially in living hell. Great!! Just GREAT!!!!

Im so miserable right now. Everything is such a mess and now i got such roommate. URGH!!!