Tuesday, August 26, 2008

260808

26th Aug 2008, a very crucial day for all Malaysian.
It's also the day before I leave for Canada.

I'm almost ready to leave,
luggages packed, documents checked,
it'll be the 1st time ever i'm so far away from home.
Excited of course but scare and nervous as well.
It's easy to tell why.

Will there be a new goverment by the time I come back?
We shall wait and see, but its the time for a change for Malaysia.
Some important things have been forgotten when one party sits too comfortably for too long,
Corruptions and power abusing have taken place Im afraid.
The change is for better or worse? TIme will tell, but if we don't give it a shot, we'll never know.

God bless Penang, God bless my hometown.

Next time I write, it'll be from Vancouver.
THis is me, over and out.

Cheers~

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Shoes!!!!

Sunday afternoon, home alone drinking coffee...
Not a bad way to start a day~ ^^Y
Last week had been quite a week!
One word: Busy as hell!!!
ok,that was three words, but well..just to help you to get the picture la.
But now all that had came to an end and I'm going to enjoy my last week in USM before i head home and get prepared for Canada.
Nevertheless, I enjoyed every moment of last week, it was all fun and interesting. (trying to leave out the tiring part *wink)

Anyway, I finally got my own camera!!!!! yaysss!!!!
The purchase also leaves me awfully broke now~ *sob sob*
Got canon ixus 80 which is the most decent camera i can get within my budget,
and I'm quite happy with it la.
Got my first photography project yesterday to test out my camera,
to help a friend phorograph all her shoes so that she can label them all up
So when i made the count how many pairs of shoes she has,
damn~ she has 42!!!
and her remark on that was
" har? I only got 42 pairs ar??!!! hmmm..really have to expand my collection"
I was speechless.....

Ok, woman are suckers for shoes, bags and clothes, I get that.
What to do?? Its in our blood!!!
Alright, maybe 42 aint such a big number, I might know someone that can top that number very easily. But for a person who doesnt own more than 10 pairs of shoes, 42 is quite a number to catch up with~

Here's a glimpse of part of her shoe collection that I personally favors...


This one was bought yesterday, love at first sight thingy

These are my favourites

This is the cheesiest pair of shoe I ever seen and she has it.

If you think those shoes look nice,
meaning that my camera is working fine~~
ehhehehe...
Ok lar, those shoe do look nice
except for the hollywood walk of fame one of course!

p/s: my roommate crisis is long over, I pray I don't have to see her face ever again, though her hair might haunt me forever.

Monday, August 4, 2008

Friday Night

Friday night, I’m standing on the stair leading towards my room, Fumi’s room. I checked out of my old room today, sad to leave really, having been staying there for more than 2 years now and then came along this bitch that ruined everything. Well, it’s not entirely fair to put all the blame on her as I should bear some of the responsibility as well but she just not that kind of person I would be associated with. Ever. Went to fetch the rest of my stuff, suddenly I feel so out of place, like I don’t belong here anymore, like I don’t belong to anywhere. Maybe it’s because all the people I know are not in their room tonight when I needed them the most, maybe it’s just because I’m all alone.

Friday night, I’m standing on the stair leading towards my, Fumi’s room. I’m staring at the busy traffic on the road, lost in own thoughts. It’s a Friday night, everyone is going somewhere with someone and I’m here, staring at the traffic. It’s the colorful lights that have attracted my attention in the first place. The street lights, the head lights, the tail lights, reflect how busy the road is, I can hear the noise of the traffic from here, even though the road is quite far away. Looking at the busy road, listening to the noise from the road, can’t help wondering where those cars’ destination might be.
It’s a bit windy tonight; I can feel the wind brushes through my hair, patting my face, reminding me that I’m still alive. I feel at peace, quiet yet lonely. Got used to being surrounded by people, but maybe it’s time to spend some time alone with myself. Guess that I’m feeling insecure about myself; I don’t feel at ease with myself and that is never a good thing. I tend to get lost once in a while, sometimes I don’t even know who I am, what I am suppose to do anymore. Frustrated and depress all the time, fortunately that don’t happen very often. That’s a relief.

Its a quarter pass one in the morning, I’m in my room typing away. Outside is all quiet now. Planned to sleep early tonight but had a visitor in our room just now, she just left but nevertheless, we had a pleasant time. Have I mentioned I now have the cutest roommate ever??
Well..I couldnt ask for more having a roommate like this, she's so darn cute la~~

Spending another 2 weeks or so in the campus, mostly will be going to friend's convo.
Then, go back and pack my stuff and get my ass to Canada to freeze.