Saturday, December 22, 2007

Self introduction??

My first blog at blogspot.com...what should i say?
My name is bla bla bla...
i love this this this and i like that that that...??
hahaha..nah~

Havent been writing for a while now,
so its a bit difficult to put my thoughts into words..
when i used to write,i gather my thoughts along the way,
so since i havent been writing for a while,
i would like to get to know myself all over again
so bear with me if u can,hahhaha...

My 2nd year 2nd semester has just started..
and whatda ya know, im actually majoring finance!!
This is something i wont even dream about one year ago
I wanted to do marketing at 1st,
at least that was what i planned to do when i 1st entered USM.
Somehow,things changed along the way,
and here i am,doing my major in finance.
Choosing this path, i leave myself tons of uncertainties ahead of me,
Im not good with calculations for a start, i know that very well.
therefore, I put myself in a difficult position by choosing finance.
Why finance? Why not marketing?
Marketing seems more suitable for me.(That's what a lot people told me.)
Im so talkative and bla bla bla...(er..what's that got to do with marketing??? =.=''',
and for the record, i prefer to listen than talk,u know!!)*sweat
but somehow, when its time to choose between finance and marketing,
the decision came pretty easily and i stil have no idea why! HAHaha..
Then after that, people would ask,
"What are you going to do after you graduate?"
"...."
"hmm...? "
"er...i havent really thought about that yet."
" @_@??!!"

Hey! I just started my major and i didnt really decided what i'll major until the last minute,
I'll be lying if i said i know exactly what i wanna be after i graduate.
Im still 20!! (well..at least for another 2 months...dun u laugh!)
Im still young and naive, and i shouldnt be worrying too much you know.
Not that i dont have plans but what im trying to say is,
Life is filled with posibilities and im still considering alternatives.

That brings out another issue concerning me lately.
Im not sure whether i should go for the exchange program or not,
I cant find a reason to, not anymore...
before this, i was so eager to get out,
but there's too much to be considered and maybe now is not the best time to do so..
Although i know i have to do what's best for me, but there r things i just cant leave behind
even its just for a couple of months, at least not now...
Ah...one just cant have it all i guess...


I can go on and on and on, you know..
but i think ill just stop here for now,
but i'll b writing again very soon,probably tomorrow!
hahhahaa...peace! ^^



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